Today I am flying from Beijing to Gui Zhou province.
Gui Zhou is where my biological father grew up and I will be meeting my grandmother and grandfather for the first time (granted they say me when I was little but I don’t count that because I don’t remember)
I don’t know what to expect.
I am 18 years now and meeting family members for the first time.
Maybe I don’t need to expect anything, because having expectations generally means you know what the situation will be like.
But I’ve never been in this situation before and even if I tried to have expectations I wouldn’t know what to expect.
Either way, I’m excited and a little bit nervous. I bought a prop-up card and wrote a little handwritten note in Chinese. I hope that is enough.